Saying Thank You Just Doesn't Seem To Be Enough

Thanks For Being There

I've sat for weeks now pondering
Dazed and confused just wandering
Trying to make it through another day
But Im so lost right now I cant find a way
I need to get away from all of this
Im not sure how much more pain I can dismiss
I've been Holding in everything for so long
Ive been stuck singing this same sad song
All these problems and conflcts arising
Finding that I am always the one compromising
Never saying how I really feel
I just carry on and hope it will heal
In all this stress and agony
I felt like giving up on me
Then all of a sudden something changed
It seems my fate was rearranged
Someone showed that they really cared
They saw that was lost and scared
They comforted me during this time of sorrow
And gave me hope in a better tomorrow
Thank you so much for helping me
All of you that have helped me see
That life has so much more to give
You gave me another reason to live
I don't think I could have made it on my own
Thanks for the love you all have shown
So this simple phrase goes out to all of you
Thanks for always being there,

Thank You!

By: Chris Bulger

Weezer is Awesome!! I Love This Song From Their New Cd!!

Perfect Situation

What's the deal with my brain?

Why am I so obviously insane?

In a perfect situation

I let love down the drain.

There's the pitch, slow and straight.

All I have to do is swing

and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.

Hungry nights, once again

Now it's getting unbelievable.

'Cause I could not have it better,

But I just can't get no play

From the girls, all around

As they search the night for someone to hold onto.

I just pass through...

Singing...

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Singing...

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Get your hands off the girl,

Can't you see that she belongs to me?

And I don't appreciate this excess company.

Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has

And so she starts to wander...

Can you blame her?

singing...

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Singing...

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Tell me there's a logic out there.

Leading me to better prepare

For the day that something really special might come.

Tell me there's some hope for me.

I don't wanna be lonely

For the rest of my days on the earth.

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Singing...

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Singing...

Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

If Time Were A Person...

If Time was a person I wonder what life would be like? Would we always be trying to stop it from slipping away from us, and if time was stopped would we stop as well? I wonder if time was in a race whether or not it could win by slowing it self down to catch up, or maybe it could never win a race because the faster it goes the faster time would go by, so I guess it could never set any records. What if time got stoped at a red light would the light ever change? Also if the light was turning yellow and it sped up to get through the light would it ever make it through cause if time speeds up to make it through a light then time would speed up and the light would change faster. Time always flies by when your having fun right? so if you were having fun and time was a person you might see it fly by you. If there was some type of loss or death would time would stand still and see if your alright and give you a chance to mourn the loss. I also wonder if were at work would time be crawling by to just make sure you miserable at work. I wonder how many people would try to fight time, waste time to try and change things that happened because of time. I wonder if you could go back in time but first of all you must have been in time to go back in it but Im sure you'd be running out of time before you got back in it. Im starting to sound confusing so I guess I better keep going to try and make the confusion make sense or maybe if I keep going It will make no sense and if you add a "N" it would be nonesense. Anyways back to the main topic. I think most of all time needs to become a person just to see what it puts us all through. Im sure time wouldn't last a day in my shoes or anyone's shoes for that matter, but Im sure time wouldn't need shoes seeing how its always flying. Time just needs to see what its like to have time fly by when your having fun making memories making friends enjoying life, then maybe it would slow down time for those times where you wish you could just have a few more hours to spend time with your friends, or to be able to spend more time with those you love before they leave this town, this place, this world whatever the circumstances. Time just needs to realize what's going on. But wow I just realized something this very instant that if Time slowed down for you or a certain person while their having a good time, then that means time might be slowed down for someone somewhere else thats has a problem or a different situation that would be much better if time was sped up to get through it like umm say a person was having a campfire with friends and time slowed down for them but on the other side of the world Sammy the native was getting his teeth pulled out with our any medication to ease the pain that pain for Sammy would be unbearable for a longer period of time and he'd have to endure every slowed minute of it. I dont know what to think now, all I know is that It would be a lot better if I had more time to do things to enjoy this part of life before I jump feet first into the world of stress, pain, boredom and much suckyness called Adulthood. Im sure its not that bad but when all your friends aren't quite there yet with you it pretty much sucks. Anyways enough of my complaining I hate it, I don't want to be like this... so I won't... all I have to say if time was a person I wouldn't want it anywhere near me so I could be oblivious to is masterminding ways. Well thats pretty much all I am going to say, I don't think it makes sense but what the hay, Some of you may read this and you will say wow this is ever so gay, but other may read it and be like no way this is not gay this is probably the best thing I've read here this day. So what ever think whatever you say please remeber say whatever you may just a leave a for me some day. Fight the good fight and keep on keeping on. See You Later.

Today Was a Good Day

Today
Today was a good day one of the best of all
I felt I could do anything standing so tall
I learned so much and soon understood
The things that I never thought I would
The places Ive fallen so many times before
Now seem as easy as opening a door
This door that I've opened has let me see
The things I was missing while I was not being me
I used to be so lost, confused and torn apart
I wished I could have gone back to the start
To fix all the wrong things that I have done
But Ive realized that these things can't be undone
I need to focus on the things going on now
And stop thinking of the past some how
Im giving up on the things that Ive tried
These thoughts and these feeling I can no longer hide
I have to let go, let them out and move on
Before its to late and everyone's gone
I know exactly what it is I must do
To finally end all that I've been through
But this task seems impossible for me
Why can't I just set my self free
But I think Ill just forget all this
And live a life of ignorant bliss
Cause I want the happy day to remain
Full of happiness, free of pain.

By: Chris Bulger