Painful Realization of The Truth

Painful Realization of The Truth

It just hit me today
I just figured it out

That my life has been lived

By somebody else

This painful realization

Struck with such force

That it brought me to tears

And it pierced to my heart

I just couldn't control

The way that I felt

It was like I was dreaming

And I finally woke up

But this whole thing was never a dream.

So what have I become

Am I sleeping right now

Or has my life just begun

So many thoughts

Clutter my mind

What should I do now

Which way should I turn

Maybe the next time

I awake from this dream

I'll have a better understanding

Of the things that I've seen

Then I'll take what I've learned

And put it to use

So I can follow my dreams

And make them the truth

By: Chris Bulger

The Truth About How I Feel Today

If I could express my emotions
Into one simple phrase of words
There would be my many frustrations
Somewhere in that verse

If I could tell you how I felt
When I see you everyday
I hope that you would understand
And feel the exact same way

When I think about the times
When everything was messed up
I realized it was my fault
Because I tried too much

Whats the point of waking up
When all you feel is pain
You hope that you'll wake up one day
With a feeling that your still sane

I'm tired of aways feeling this
The must be a better way
To make yourself come to realize
The truth about how I feel today

By: Chris Bulger