You Think You Know But You Don't: I Give Up

Monday, September 26, 2005

Giving Up On What I Love

I'm giving up everything I've ever hoped for

I've had enough I'm leaving out the door

I Been sitting here for way to long

And it feels like I no longer belong

No one has really ever cared about me

It seems this is the way things are meant to be

So maybe I'll just go and hide away

I never really had a chance anyway

I'm Tired of all of this fakeness

Another lie I cannot take this

I'm no longer needed so I'm moving on

I'm doubt anyone will notice I'm gone

There's just to much going wrong

I need to get up and move along

This may be unfair and selfish I know

But This is my wish my chance to grow

I have to figure things out for myself

I'm on my own theres no one else

No one can tell me what need to know

Or head me in the direction I need to go

Its me and my mind left to fight this war

I guess this is what its come to theres nothing more

So I'm giving up and don't really know why

But I'll just let it all go as I cry

By: Chris Bulger

At 7:36 pm, Sara said...: chris? are you alright? that is such a sad poem!
of course if you left everyone would miss you!
your an awesome guy.

im not sure if that poem is based on something real... but if it is i hope that you feel better some time soon.

have a great day!
At 7:04 pm, The Tricky Taco said...: Hey Sara,
Thanks for caring, but dont you worry I'm alright, I was just letting out some thoughts and emotions I had over the past few weeks its the only way I know how to let things out, I dont really have anyone that I can talk to personally, like not on msn so thats what I do is write poems it keeps me going for awhile longer than just holding it in.
And ya the poem was kinda based on me its just how I was feeling when I wrote it. So dont you worry I think I'll be ok. Thanks for the support and caring you're a good friend. Sorry to worry you I'll try not to do this again. Anyways You have a good day as well Im off.

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